Merry Christmax - Belated?

Career came to an end,
No more clubbing,
Just 1 more week before i go back to concentrating on my studies,
Yeah i know you all might be wondering me and study?
Cannot be,
But yes its the fact,
Going to be guai,
And live a normal average kid life =P

Thanks for those who came to my finale,
As in my last day DJ at QB,
You guys were great,
Thanks for all your support,
And making this a memorable Christmax,
My Christmax and also my last day of dj career,
Need to work hard for the future =x

And also thanks for the dance and the cheers,
Well as i say,
When i walk into the doors the eyes turn to me,
And they go,
Look whos back,
After so long he's back,
And yes i am back for my finale and thats the end,
And when i go to the dance floor all eyes goes to my body,
And they go yeah yeah and the hands go clapping and they cheer,
Well thanks all for being there to support and cheer me,
YOU GUYS ROCK!

Alright,
As i said before,
Cut down on clubbing,
Concentrate on my studies,
And be guai =x

Tags reply -

Missy - Guess i was late 15mins after all, not my fault ok, i was caught up somewhere else, well thanks for coming though. And where the pictures of me? I want the pictures, and also give me the ones that i took with the others.

Jenni - Hey, yeah thanks for coming, and a Merry Christmax to you too, and thanks for disturbing me with my nick name that day ah, everyone disturb very fun hor.

When all hopes and faith are lost in this weaken heart,
She comes right infront of me and say those magical words,
That shows me the light and the strength to continue living,
And I still can hear those sweet words in my heart that keeps me alive,
To hear your voice,
It brings the sweetest music to my ears,
To see your eyes,
It bring the truth in me,
To see you,
It brings the softness in me,
To smell your hair,
It brings the bad side in me and throw it away,
To hold your hand,
It brings the sadness out of me and throw it away,
To hug you,
It brings my soul back to life,
To see your lips,
It brings the strength in me,
To kiss your lips,
It brings me back to life.

I Love You!

I'M BACK!

Yeah, thats right,
Vin's Back!

Tag replys-
Roy - Hey hi, and thanks.

Jack - Thanks bro.

Missy - Hi, results, good, who are you anyways?


After all the days and nights of torment,
Guess i'm getting out of the torment.

Anyways, anyone intrested to model?
As in Hair model for the 2010 hair styles magazine,
Help out my friend,
Like me,
Doing new styles and colours for your hair,
But this is, do it at your own risk,
Hair damage or any problem,
Thats your problem,
Intrested, contact me.

Talking about contacting me,
Sadly, i smash and broke my S.E phone,
And bought a new phone,
But having some updates error,
Currently servicing,
So its hard to contact me,
And i don't know when i can get it back.

Planning on cutting down on clubbing,
But people just keep dragging me,
Now no phone,
So its my chance to go MIA,
Lets see about that.

My birthday celebration was nice,
Had lot of fun with my Brothers,
And also clubbing,
Suprise party which is totally unexpected,
Got a shock when i went in,
All eyes on me,
On the dance floor,
Just a smile and they go wild,
As i'm the Dj and they go crazy,
Thats not the end of my Dj career,
But it will be at the end of this year,
When i go MIA from all,
Low profile from all.

Anyways,
Congratulations to all going to Sec 5,
I'm just so stressed out,
Should i go Sec 5 or Higher Nitec?
Some says Sec 5 while the others says Higher Nitec,
What should i do,
I can't make up my mind,
Give me some time to think.

The Days,
The Nights,
The Fights,
The Tears,
The Angers,
The Pressures,
The Hurts,
The Pains,
The Struggles,
And Finally,
I've made it,
Cause i ain't giving up,
Never am i giving up,
And After all that,
I'm still alive,

I Love You Baby.

Tears Of Happiness or Tears Of Sadness.

Happy Belated BirthDay JunCun Brother!

Happy BirthDay Rose Sis!

Not posting any pictures,
Cause i don't want to post the new look,
My new look i mean,
Destroying myself to replace the pain,
But it still hurts.

Spend all my money like theres no tomorrow,
Throwing money in the air,
I don't know why i just feel like spending my money.

Lost my voice,
Now i cannot even talk properly,
Feel like i get choked,
Sound so deep,
Very wierd,
Sound so funny.

Haven't sleept for 2 and half days already,
Soon going to be 3 days,
What i wanted,
Drinking for 2 days with no sleep,
Very tired,
I don't even have time to post,
So any mistakes in writing don't blame me,
Got to go out soon.

Tears,
Runs down the cheeks,
Tears Of Happiness or,
Tears Of Sadness?
Tears for the Voice,
Tears for the Sound,
Tears for the Concern,
Tears for the Nights,
Tears for the Distance,
Tears for the Pain,
Tears for the Strain,
Tears for the Stress,
Tears for the Hurts,
Tears for the Anger,
Tears for the Pressure,
Tears for the You..

And i still don't know why Tear..

Thanks to everyone who wished me,
Especially My Baby and Brothers,
Special thanks to Baby =) ,
Also special thanks to Brothers who came to cheer me up,
Bring me out,
And making this Birthday memorable,
Thanks Brothers love ya'll!

I planned things differently,
I planned it long time ago,
I planned,
On my B'Day i wanted to spend time with a special someone,
I wanted to be with her on that very day,
I made up my mind,
But everything just seem to be,
Not like what i planned it to be,
Even on my B'day,
I can't be with her,
And it hurts so much to think of it,
And now..

Baby,
Missing you just runs too deep into my heart.

Don't Jump.

I never figured out Myself.

Jack- Thanks
Dawn-Welcome back
HongGe- You too
Kanessan- Huh? oh i see.


2Days ago,
Which was 4th Dec,
A miracle came true,
After 14days of waiting in pain,
I heard the voice of the angel,
Which released my tormented soul,
But I know to myself,
That this is not the end,
Cause the fights not over yet.

Guess i'm not so vulgar after all,
Or maybe at times.

I still look at the stars.
And remember everything.

Sometimes i feel like doing things that is beyond my willings.


On top of the roof,
The air is so cold and so calm,
I say her name in silence,
While i look up to see the Stars,
The eyes of the city,
Are counting the tears falling down,
Each one a promise,
Of everything i never found,

I scream into the night for you,
While i take another step towards the edge,
And shouting out,
Don't let memories go of me and you,
And look down at the edge and saw,
The world is down there out of view,
Standing up here,
I lost myself in my pain,
I dream of the end,
To start all over again,

And as i take the last step of my life,
Across the edge,
I heard a voice,
And as i turn around to look,
I saw an Angel,
My Angel,
And i saw her eyes were filling with tears,
And just before a single tear fall onto the ground,
I caught it in my hands,

As she hugged me,
She said,
Just take my hands,
Give it a chance..

Don't Jump.


Miss You Alot Baby.

Do You Remember.

Happy 5th Month Baby

Eyes killing me,
Got to go sleep soon,
Tired.

Tag replys:

Hann - ??

Dawn - He's just kiddin.

Harriel - Hi, haven't seen you for a long time, haha, spammers are useless retards, what else they can do.

Guest:) - Haha, Hi, who are you anyways? And my baby is fine. Me, long story, summary, in alot of trouble, deep shit.

So sick. Temperature currently 39.8 degree.
I don't know why i feel so cold, but my body feels so hot.
Can't sleep properly.

Now i realise what pain really means,
When you're not here i feel the pain,
And it gets worser by the seconds.

So long since i saw my Star,
Baby.

Everyday i wait,
Alone i wait,
Never to give up.

Days are just passing by,
And it feels so long,
When each day is killing me slowly,
And everyday the tears just ain't stopping,
Even if i try to stop them,
They just seem to be unstoppable,
And every night is just getting more and more lonely,
Silence is killing me,
Loneliness is bringing the anger,
I can't do nothing,
As it all comes down to one thing,
Tears.

Miss you dam alot =(
Baby, i love you.