Merry Christmax - Belated?

Career came to an end,
No more clubbing,
Just 1 more week before i go back to concentrating on my studies,
Yeah i know you all might be wondering me and study?
Cannot be,
But yes its the fact,
Going to be guai,
And live a normal average kid life =P

Thanks for those who came to my finale,
As in my last day DJ at QB,
You guys were great,
Thanks for all your support,
And making this a memorable Christmax,
My Christmax and also my last day of dj career,
Need to work hard for the future =x

And also thanks for the dance and the cheers,
Well as i say,
When i walk into the doors the eyes turn to me,
And they go,
Look whos back,
After so long he's back,
And yes i am back for my finale and thats the end,
And when i go to the dance floor all eyes goes to my body,
And they go yeah yeah and the hands go clapping and they cheer,
Well thanks all for being there to support and cheer me,
YOU GUYS ROCK!

Alright,
As i said before,
Cut down on clubbing,
Concentrate on my studies,
And be guai =x

Tags reply -

Missy - Guess i was late 15mins after all, not my fault ok, i was caught up somewhere else, well thanks for coming though. And where the pictures of me? I want the pictures, and also give me the ones that i took with the others.

Jenni - Hey, yeah thanks for coming, and a Merry Christmax to you too, and thanks for disturbing me with my nick name that day ah, everyone disturb very fun hor.

When all hopes and faith are lost in this weaken heart,
She comes right infront of me and say those magical words,
That shows me the light and the strength to continue living,
And I still can hear those sweet words in my heart that keeps me alive,
To hear your voice,
It brings the sweetest music to my ears,
To see your eyes,
It bring the truth in me,
To see you,
It brings the softness in me,
To smell your hair,
It brings the bad side in me and throw it away,
To hold your hand,
It brings the sadness out of me and throw it away,
To hug you,
It brings my soul back to life,
To see your lips,
It brings the strength in me,
To kiss your lips,
It brings me back to life.

I Love You!

I'M BACK!

Yeah, thats right,
Vin's Back!

Tag replys-
Roy - Hey hi, and thanks.

Jack - Thanks bro.

Missy - Hi, results, good, who are you anyways?


After all the days and nights of torment,
Guess i'm getting out of the torment.

Anyways, anyone intrested to model?
As in Hair model for the 2010 hair styles magazine,
Help out my friend,
Like me,
Doing new styles and colours for your hair,
But this is, do it at your own risk,
Hair damage or any problem,
Thats your problem,
Intrested, contact me.

Talking about contacting me,
Sadly, i smash and broke my S.E phone,
And bought a new phone,
But having some updates error,
Currently servicing,
So its hard to contact me,
And i don't know when i can get it back.

Planning on cutting down on clubbing,
But people just keep dragging me,
Now no phone,
So its my chance to go MIA,
Lets see about that.

My birthday celebration was nice,
Had lot of fun with my Brothers,
And also clubbing,
Suprise party which is totally unexpected,
Got a shock when i went in,
All eyes on me,
On the dance floor,
Just a smile and they go wild,
As i'm the Dj and they go crazy,
Thats not the end of my Dj career,
But it will be at the end of this year,
When i go MIA from all,
Low profile from all.

Anyways,
Congratulations to all going to Sec 5,
I'm just so stressed out,
Should i go Sec 5 or Higher Nitec?
Some says Sec 5 while the others says Higher Nitec,
What should i do,
I can't make up my mind,
Give me some time to think.

The Days,
The Nights,
The Fights,
The Tears,
The Angers,
The Pressures,
The Hurts,
The Pains,
The Struggles,
And Finally,
I've made it,
Cause i ain't giving up,
Never am i giving up,
And After all that,
I'm still alive,

I Love You Baby.

Tears Of Happiness or Tears Of Sadness.

Happy Belated BirthDay JunCun Brother!

Happy BirthDay Rose Sis!

Not posting any pictures,
Cause i don't want to post the new look,
My new look i mean,
Destroying myself to replace the pain,
But it still hurts.

Spend all my money like theres no tomorrow,
Throwing money in the air,
I don't know why i just feel like spending my money.

Lost my voice,
Now i cannot even talk properly,
Feel like i get choked,
Sound so deep,
Very wierd,
Sound so funny.

Haven't sleept for 2 and half days already,
Soon going to be 3 days,
What i wanted,
Drinking for 2 days with no sleep,
Very tired,
I don't even have time to post,
So any mistakes in writing don't blame me,
Got to go out soon.

Tears,
Runs down the cheeks,
Tears Of Happiness or,
Tears Of Sadness?
Tears for the Voice,
Tears for the Sound,
Tears for the Concern,
Tears for the Nights,
Tears for the Distance,
Tears for the Pain,
Tears for the Strain,
Tears for the Stress,
Tears for the Hurts,
Tears for the Anger,
Tears for the Pressure,
Tears for the You..

And i still don't know why Tear..

Thanks to everyone who wished me,
Especially My Baby and Brothers,
Special thanks to Baby =) ,
Also special thanks to Brothers who came to cheer me up,
Bring me out,
And making this Birthday memorable,
Thanks Brothers love ya'll!

I planned things differently,
I planned it long time ago,
I planned,
On my B'Day i wanted to spend time with a special someone,
I wanted to be with her on that very day,
I made up my mind,
But everything just seem to be,
Not like what i planned it to be,
Even on my B'day,
I can't be with her,
And it hurts so much to think of it,
And now..

Baby,
Missing you just runs too deep into my heart.

Don't Jump.

I never figured out Myself.

Jack- Thanks
Dawn-Welcome back
HongGe- You too
Kanessan- Huh? oh i see.


2Days ago,
Which was 4th Dec,
A miracle came true,
After 14days of waiting in pain,
I heard the voice of the angel,
Which released my tormented soul,
But I know to myself,
That this is not the end,
Cause the fights not over yet.

Guess i'm not so vulgar after all,
Or maybe at times.

I still look at the stars.
And remember everything.

Sometimes i feel like doing things that is beyond my willings.


On top of the roof,
The air is so cold and so calm,
I say her name in silence,
While i look up to see the Stars,
The eyes of the city,
Are counting the tears falling down,
Each one a promise,
Of everything i never found,

I scream into the night for you,
While i take another step towards the edge,
And shouting out,
Don't let memories go of me and you,
And look down at the edge and saw,
The world is down there out of view,
Standing up here,
I lost myself in my pain,
I dream of the end,
To start all over again,

And as i take the last step of my life,
Across the edge,
I heard a voice,
And as i turn around to look,
I saw an Angel,
My Angel,
And i saw her eyes were filling with tears,
And just before a single tear fall onto the ground,
I caught it in my hands,

As she hugged me,
She said,
Just take my hands,
Give it a chance..

Don't Jump.


Miss You Alot Baby.

Do You Remember.

Happy 5th Month Baby

Eyes killing me,
Got to go sleep soon,
Tired.

Tag replys:

Hann - ??

Dawn - He's just kiddin.

Harriel - Hi, haven't seen you for a long time, haha, spammers are useless retards, what else they can do.

Guest:) - Haha, Hi, who are you anyways? And my baby is fine. Me, long story, summary, in alot of trouble, deep shit.

So sick. Temperature currently 39.8 degree.
I don't know why i feel so cold, but my body feels so hot.
Can't sleep properly.

Now i realise what pain really means,
When you're not here i feel the pain,
And it gets worser by the seconds.

So long since i saw my Star,
Baby.

Everyday i wait,
Alone i wait,
Never to give up.

Days are just passing by,
And it feels so long,
When each day is killing me slowly,
And everyday the tears just ain't stopping,
Even if i try to stop them,
They just seem to be unstoppable,
And every night is just getting more and more lonely,
Silence is killing me,
Loneliness is bringing the anger,
I can't do nothing,
As it all comes down to one thing,
Tears.

Miss you dam alot =(
Baby, i love you.

Never gonna give up.

Finally,
Post again after all the problems and cases settled,
I think, don't know yet.
Anyways now coming to the point where,
I don't know why the fuck is there a spammer in my blog.
Dam, just come to dirty my blog.
And who are you, IndianSux?

Indian suck?
Wow?
I'm suprised yeah.
So what are you gonna do about that? Beat me?
I don't mind.
Don't need to say just come.
Not happy with me?
Just come whack me la.
Say so much behind computer like one keyboard warrior for what?
You think i scared? Sorry ah.
I'm not scared of anything.
Indian suck? Then what for you live in S'pore?
Fuck off la.
You this type of people are just fucking Spam only.
Useless.
Still want spam?
Don't waste my time la.
Just come find me, Clarke Quay or Boat Quay.
Don't need come down my area find me like one dog.
Just call me, 90746547.
I don't mind adding you into my cases,
Don't need kpkb here so much la.

Tag reply:

Firstly to the IndianSux - I haven't finish reply your comment, you ask me who am i to say i love her forever?
I'm Her BoyFriend , Her Lover , I AM VIN and I LOVE HER FOREVER!
What the fuck can you do about that? NOTHING.
Ask me what can i give her? Get this right , I can give her the happiness that no other people can give, not even you la hor. So Shut the fuck up.
And i don't hurt her, which retarded boyfriend will hurt his own girlfriend? Maybe you la, but not me.
You say i'm not man? Want to see my man-liness? You want come find me i show you. And i'm mature enough not to spam people blog like you la, and i am not afraid to face my problems la. Unlike you.
And whos the one childish? i ask you something, which childish fucker is spamming my blog and scolding indian sux like a kiddo punk retard? You right, face the fact, i don't suck, You're the retard who suck balls out of a donkey's arse and puke it out of your penis.
And For your info, i'm a mix, so shut the your fucking trap.
Don't even dare say who you are still want spam, Retarded.
Lastly, let me tell you this, Don't Fucking try me. Its not fun to mess around with me.

Dawn - Dam You own. Didn't know your so good and shooting. I like!

AhHaiGe - I like the keyboard warrior line. Owned.

HaoRong- Yeah, i agree with you. The spammer is childish and loser. ChuCheng Face? Nice.

JanAnn - People grow up but the brain still pea size, Maybe no brain at all, thats why come spam like a kido, joke.

Hann - I like!

Dawn - Ask Ady whats that, he knows.

HaoRong - But still i owned. I FUCKING OWN!

To all those who tagged me, except the retarded IndianSux
Chill all. Thanks People. You guys own man, And don't need care this type of retards cause all they can do is spam like a coward.

Tags reply over, now coming to my post,
Dam i think i fucking vulgar this few days,
Need to calm down already,
Not going to the stupid SGH anymore,
Go down there keep poke one stupid injection,
Then give anti-biotics, which i don't even take!
Getting well slowly,
Hopefully.
Police cases over i guess,
No calls from officers already.
Need to control temper again,
Dam, Keep getting angry easily for the past few days.
No mood!
Should not get stressed or injured till i fully recover,
Cannot imagine myself going insane, crazy or paralyzed.
Chill.
Went down a few days ago to school,
Talk to the teachers and to all the teachers READ THIS,
I will NEVER give up, Understand.
There is no such word as give up in my dictionary.
I can wait forever.

Baby,
Get well soon,
Take care ok,
Call me when you recovered,
Love you!

I LOVE YOU FOREVER

IS THIS WHAT I DESERVE?
Is this what i get for giving everything?
What do you think you are doing?
You try to leave everything behind?
Mostly are you trying to leave ME behind alone?
WHATS THE MEANING OF ALL THIS?

I AM SICK AND TIRED
For 4 days i have been running here and there and here i am in the middle of the night
For 4 DAYS i have been rushing to SGH NUH and the bloody police station
4 days straight in a row
And i've not been getting any bloody sleep and i'm going insane

Do you even know what i'm going thru?
Do you even know what i've been doing all this time?
Quit my job
I have to go down to stations
Go down to hospital
And all this things

Do you know that i had to cab down to the police station after you left?
Do you know how fucking worried i was?
Do you know what the fuck happen to me?

Did you even know the following day in the middle of the night at around 12.30 or so
I took cab and rush down to the NUH and searching for you high and low
And when i found you
You were sleeping and all i get is fucked by your mother when she saw me
And cab back home
Where i can't sleep or do any shit
That i was awake the whole night
And in the morning i fell asleep for 1 hour or so and some fucker
Called me and fucked me on the bloody phone that i wake up and when i call that fucker again he never picked up
And i had to cab to SGH for checkup and i ran out cause i did not want to get admitted
And when i wanted to go find you
Teachers started to call me
And i had to take cab to NUH and go there to see them
And talk to them
And you told me to not come
YOU?
TOLD ME NOT TO COME?
WHAT THE FUCK?
IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN?
ALL THOSE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS
I WAS SICK BUT I STILL RUSH HERE AND THERE
WITH MY HEAD FEEL LIKE EXPLODING
AND MY WORLD JUST TURNED UPSIDE DOWN
and in the end all you can say is don't come
seriously i'm speechless
And the fucking teachers are making a big fuck up scene about this
What the fuck?
They want this whole world to know this is it?
Fuck them la

You told me you love me
And if you can go to the extend of doing things for me
Then why not fuck care the world and just ask me to come up?
Why not tell all the people around you that you want to be with me?
Why not tell this world that YOU ARE MINE
Why?
Cause you are scared?
Cause you are afraid of them?
I told you before that i'm not fucking afraid of anything
And i will face anyone that comes in our way
But when you told me stuffs
I seriously am fucking speechless

Do you remember my promises?
Do you remember me?
Do you remember the love?
My eyes are dried but even then water keep rolling down
I can't stop them

I told you this before and i'm telling you this again
I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
I NEED YOU
I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU
And i will say this to anyone that questions me

I put down my pride just for this once
And all i get was fucked around by people
Even those whom i don't know
I was Humble and i'm keeping my promises
But if i have the exceptions to break one promise
Just one and
I swear i'm going to give the fuck out of me
That they will never ever in their life forget it

But whatever shit i've been thru
Its all done
Can't change it
So now i'm telling you
I'm still not afraid to face anyone
And i still fight for this

If you still love me,
If you still love this Vin
You will find me
Or
You will call me
Or
Somehow Msg me
Cause there are still things that i have to say to you
And i am not going to let you go
This is not the end

How i wish my life was like a fairytale
Fuck it
I'm not going to rest till what i want to happen

Hopefully you still remember me, Vin,
Or atleast remember StarBoy, Star,
And you still remember everything

I still love you alot,
And i don't want to let go of you,
And if you still love me,
You will find call or msg me,

Other than that
I will not bother you anymore
And you will never have to care about me

I'm sorry for all that i have done

I MISS YOU
And
I LOVE YOU ALOT BABY

BABY CALL ME PLEASE

I'm so sorry
really very sorry
Baby CALL or MSG me please
CONTACT ME somehow please
i'm waiting for your call
please please PLEASE BABY

2-14th Nov [Not Updated]

Not updated Yet.
Not much pictures in this update,
Was very busy that forgot to take pictures.
Next update sure will have alot of Pictures.
Hopefully.

For those who has be long awaiting,
Sorry For the Delay.

Tag will be Replied.

Updates Soon.

Comments Soon.

HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY! =)

HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY =)

Happy belated Halloween People!

Tags reply:
Jack - Obviously la. Got we brothers of destruction lol.

Roy - Who ask you don't come, you sleeping at home lol. And you miss all the fun. including the videos too.

Jack - Hi and stop with the cute la.

Baby - Thanks, Love You Alot =)

HaoRong - Yeah we own man. And Uploaded already.

Roy - L O L?

Backstab me?
Wow?
I'm totally suprised.
Act nice infront,
And talk behind my back?
Come on la,
Let me ask you something,
Do you have the standard,
Or the rights to talk about me?
I don't think so.
You think you are all 'that'?
Nah,
I don't think so.
You are not up to my standard,
Get that up in you head.
You don't even know much about me.
You don't even know my background.
And what makes you think you can talk about me?
You want to know something?
I am Vin,
Also Know As DJ.LaVin,
And i'm a STAR in BoatQuay.
You don't stand a chance come to my standard.
This is me,
V I N
I was born to fight,
But i have given up all that for some reasons,
But don't try to take it to your advantage,
Cause that will be your biggest Disadvantage,
And that does'nt mean i won't pick up the weapons again,
If i have to then i will.


Sean's Club Closed.
Sad. =(
But it was fun,
So many people came,
So crowded,
And i was spending money like theres no tomorrow,
Throwing money,
Who cares its the last day of the Club anyways,
Did my Final Solo for the Year,
Name,
DJ.LaVin's Singles - Good Girls Go Bad Remix,
Also Know As,
DJ.LaVin - 3GB
Going to miss my clubmates,
Oh well who cares.


Time is not an issue,
No matter how many times the World revolve,
No matter how many times the World goes around the Sun,
No matter how many times the Hands in the clock goes round and round,
Its not an issue,
Cause when i'm with you,
All this is nothing to me,
All i care and need is You,
Baby,
Even if the Time stops moving,
Even if the World stops moving,
Even if the World comes to an End,
And if i Die,
My LOVE for You will Never Die,
My LOVE for You will Always Live on,
And I will Love You Forever.

I Miss You Baby.


Eat at BK.

My Hand after Injections and Some Adjustments =P .

Camera!

Sweet Couple , My Brother and Sis-in-Law!

Nerd!

Gig!

Lol?

Saw Wierd things At Halloween Vivo.

While I dress Up the Girls and Boys at my House.

I like become a Person who dress up people.

Midnight Halloween Party down at Clarke Quay.

Dracula.

Can you see the Sylvester?

While i Dressed up as the Hunter from Left4Dead.

After the Party and all changed.

Love You Baby! =)